:)

My timetable is SO DAMN FULL and i am so HAPPY with it because i am fully utilizing ALL my time. I feel so productive everyday.

Work, study, assignments, piano, exercise, eat and sleep
It's like WOAH!


Wanna meet up? Make an appointment first!
Jk my dear :)
I'm always free for my friends and family

-LOVE-

Finally..

I just clicked on my blog site and saw the recent blog that i'd posted on.. 2nd day without you? lets see.. you left on 16th and it's 5th of March now.. We had totally separated, as in seldom contact, for like 3 weeks.. it's going to be 1 month soon. Maybe it's easy to let go for both of us because the duration of us together was very short even though our love ended deeply.

However, part of the reason is because of my busy life these days.. i've been busy working on mon, fri and saturday and busy studying from tuesday to friday. Sunday have to accompany my parents, do assignments, give piano classes and meet up with friends. Actually i kinda purposely cramp everything together because i don't want to have to think of you. Study and work are the best way to let everyone to forget about something.

Yeah sometimes we will chat.. but it's like once in a week / 2 weeks? and it's kinda like normal chat.. Thanks baby for giving me (or maybe both of us) a very good memories in the last two weeks plus in melb. Do you know what? i think i'm quite an unlucky girl because i always broke up with bfs before my birthday and all those important celebrations like valentine's day, christmas, new year's eve and stuff.. i celebrated only ONCE for valentine's day and none for others.

But in the end of 2010, everything was different. i had a really EXTREMELY hard time during 2010 (from Jan '10 till Nov '10). We celebrated christmas together.. we celebrated new year's eve together.. we so called celebrated our valentine's day this year (although we were far apart :) ) Actually i'm quite satisfied with what we had even though everything has to come to an end.

I had a good time in Singapore
and i'm sure You had a good time in Malaysia too
AND we had the best time in Melb :)
That's enough.

You're always my special best friend just like you told me :)

The 2nd day without you

I'm slowly get used to sleep without skype-ing you.

I think it's good that we both came from different country because we have to get used to the distance between each other. Still remember how close our distance was back in melbourne? It's freaking near until we thought it was fated. Was it fated, or not? Our feeling towards each other are gaining each day. I'm already fully satisfied from what we had although it only stands for 1 month plus.

Still remember how crazy we were?

We got the same day to leave Melbourne, which both of us think it is so lucky. After settled down in our own country for 5 days, i flew to your country to see you? After 'my trip', you flew to my country to see me?

First time i felt like i'm shooting for a movie.. I always see the actor hugging and kissing their loved ones at the airport, and the moment when both hands have to separate.. I've tried in real life, to be honest, it is so indescribable. Can you imagine that you can't see your beloved ANYMORE after you let go your hand?

First time i let you go was in melbourne. We both thought we can't see each other anymore and our relationship gonna end just like this..

Second time you let me go was in your country and I thought it's the end of the story..

Third time I let you go was in my country.. and this time.. the story is finally ended.

Why can't you work in my country? or Why can't i study in your country? or Why can't we just stay at the country where we met? or Why can't I born in the same year as you? ALL the answers are the same.which is IMPOSSIBLE

why do i have to go through all these? i just want a simple relationship. Finally i felt real love after few years of single life..

Dear, do you remember what i told you before you leave me? 'The only way to stay beside you is suicide, then my spirit will be there for you forever'. and you always kept silent when i say that. I'm not being childish or whatsoever. I really have the guts to do it if you said ALRIGHT. Believe me, say OKAY to me if you want it to happen.

Just like the lyrics

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係

It's complicated

Nothing much to write about for this trip because i had few times of complicated feelings when i was in Singapore. Should I be happy or sad? Sometimes i feel happy because you're here with me but sometimes i feel sad because you're going to leave me.

Maybe i should listen to you instead of worrying what's going to happen next
I will remember your words
"Keep your head high and smile that we shared something special instead of what we stand to lose. We can't choose where we go in life, so, treasure the good times and don't ponder about the 'could have'. "

Though our time is short, at least we had good memories in Melbourne and Singapore.
" Our time is short. This is our fate" :)

Dinner at Yuzu

We celebrated sister's birthday at Yuzu, Gardens. There's only one word to describe this Japanese restaurant, which is 'average' even though the it's costly. This is our first time visited this place, and also the last time. Personally think that even a normal Sushi Zanmai Japanese restaurant is way better than Yuzu. But still we had a good time here

 Spider Rolls

 Sashimi

 Ostrich Meat

 Pizza

 Tempura

Aww..Somebody cooking in the kitchen and me watching my favourite channel at the living room :) i didn't get to snap a picture of the steak through my camera, but i snapped it in my heart :)

"And ever has it been known that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation." 

Khalil Gibran 

I Miss Little Boy