The 2nd day without you

I'm slowly get used to sleep without skype-ing you.

I think it's good that we both came from different country because we have to get used to the distance between each other. Still remember how close our distance was back in melbourne? It's freaking near until we thought it was fated. Was it fated, or not? Our feeling towards each other are gaining each day. I'm already fully satisfied from what we had although it only stands for 1 month plus.

Still remember how crazy we were?

We got the same day to leave Melbourne, which both of us think it is so lucky. After settled down in our own country for 5 days, i flew to your country to see you? After 'my trip', you flew to my country to see me?

First time i felt like i'm shooting for a movie.. I always see the actor hugging and kissing their loved ones at the airport, and the moment when both hands have to separate.. I've tried in real life, to be honest, it is so indescribable. Can you imagine that you can't see your beloved ANYMORE after you let go your hand?

First time i let you go was in melbourne. We both thought we can't see each other anymore and our relationship gonna end just like this..

Second time you let me go was in your country and I thought it's the end of the story..

Third time I let you go was in my country.. and this time.. the story is finally ended.

Why can't you work in my country? or Why can't i study in your country? or Why can't we just stay at the country where we met? or Why can't I born in the same year as you? ALL the answers are the same.which is IMPOSSIBLE

why do i have to go through all these? i just want a simple relationship. Finally i felt real love after few years of single life..

Dear, do you remember what i told you before you leave me? 'The only way to stay beside you is suicide, then my spirit will be there for you forever'. and you always kept silent when i say that. I'm not being childish or whatsoever. I really have the guts to do it if you said ALRIGHT. Believe me, say OKAY to me if you want it to happen.

Just like the lyrics

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係